I know this blog is a mess…
I know this blog is a mess. It got corrupted about 3 months ago when my father was really sick. After he died I just couldn’t face putting it back together again.
I was stressed out and depressed and everything just seemed more complicated than I could possibly handle. I would look at all the work I was supposed to be doing and just go blank. I honestly felt like all my blogs and web sites had been put up by someone else, someone much much smarter than me.
Also, re-doing things and fixing broken things is the kind of work I hate the most. I love building new sites and trying new things but it is pure torture for me to go back over something.
So I’ve just been putting it off and putting it off some more.
Hey, if you think this is bad, you should have seen it a few weeks ago when the corrupt version was up. All the formatting was gone and everything was displayed in a narrow column on the far right of a white page.
Another thing is that I was using this blog to promote BookWise, my favorite MLM. Well now BookWise has gone down the drain and so I have to deal with that too. Another one bites the dust…
It has been 2 months now since my dad died. I’m not really depressed anymore exactly… I don’t know what I am… I just feel all burnt out.
I am trying to bounce back but I sure don’t feel very bouncy.
So, sorry about all the non-content on this useless non-blog. I will work on it.
