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My blog got corrupted and I left it all screwed up for a long time.  When I finally “fixed” it all I did was put the bare bones back up.

To add to my misery, 2 of the MLM programs I was working fell apart.  BookWise stopped operating as an MLM and everyone I knew left in disgust.  GBG was sliding ever further downhill with constantly deteriorating product formulation and erratic product delivery and I wasn’t making much money there anyway.

I was poking along with my affiliate work… just keeping my head above water…  feeling pretty bad.

Then, out of the blue…  I got a little email from an old friend telling me about a new MLM launch.  I don’t know why I even opened it.  I had sworn off MLM and never wanted to do another launch ever ever again.

But I did open it and I read about NHR Products and it blew me away.  I couldn’t get in fast enough!  NHR Products is everything I ever hoped for in an opportunity and the product is fantastic!

OK!  Now I am bringing people in almost everyday.  I built a marketing system for my team. (You can see it at http:www.nhrbuilder.com)  Now I am scrambling to get the system finished and to support my rapidly growing downline and to prepare for the official launch and everything else.

So… I am still not posting on my blog!   But now I have a completely new and different excuse!  Now it is because I am so happy and busy and productive and involved and totally wrapped up in something I am thrilled about!

It is soooooooooo good to be back!

I was stressed out and depressed and everything just seemed more complicated than I could possibly handle. I would look at all the work I was supposed to be doing and just go blank.  I honestly felt like all my blogs and web sites had been put up by someone else, someone much much smarter than me.

Also, re-doing things and fixing broken things is the kind of work I hate the most. I love building new sites and trying new things but it is pure torture for me to go back over something.

So I’ve just been putting it off and putting it off some more.

Hey, if you think this is bad, you should have seen it a few weeks ago when the corrupt version was up. All the formatting was gone and everything was displayed in a narrow column on the far right of a white page.

Another thing is that I was using this blog to promote BookWise, my favorite MLM. Well now BookWise has gone down the drain and so I have to deal with that too. Another one bites the dust…

It has been 2 months now since my dad died. I’m not really depressed anymore exactly… I don’t know what I am… I just feel all burnt out.

I am trying to bounce back but I sure don’t feel very bouncy.

So, sorry about all the non-content on this useless non-blog. I will work on it.